My May 19th

I’ve never been very thankful for what I have, but now I’m very thankful for the love that I feel right now

the love which makes me feel very happy lately, the love that I don’t wanna lose it, and the love that I wanna feel it for the rest of my life

I love her so much and I wanna make everything be real for us ..

We went through much things till now and our love will be strong for everything this far!

if you ask me, do you wanna be with me for the rest of my life? I absolutely will answer that “YES, I WANT IT, AND I NEED IT!”

                 

I Love You Kiki Astuti

Happy 3rd Monthversary

it has been 3 months we are being together ..

I have nothing to regret about loving you and I wish it will be last forever ..

8 months since I met and now I feel so happy! I know it isn’t enough for knowing you more and more than now, but I will keep trying and going through that to make sure that you are the last direction that what I’m searching for ..

Thank you for being the one who love me and being the person that I love so much

I Love You and I hope the counts of the months will not over ..

 

 

The Thing About Friendship!

Sometimes I wish the life goes like the way I want it to be!

I want to be happy, I want to be success, I want to be loved, I want to be a good person, I want it all being perfect! but it’s not always be like that. I just need to wait for awhile (or maybe a long while) to get it or I just need to say “oh it’s not good for me!“.

One little thing that I just felt about it, I want to be A BESTFRIEND! I thought I was a good friend for others, but actually some of my friends indirectly say that that’s wrong. And how much I was trying for that, it means nothing for them.

I stucked with this for long time and I realized that for any relationship (every kind of relationship) we (two side of that!) should be trying together, not only in one side!

And the end of this, for all of my friends (actually my ex-friends), thank you for being my friend along this, I appreciated that so much!

 

 

What A Bad Day

Now, May 12th 2012 is one of my bad day ever,

If you knew about the things I felt before, you’ll have know why i changed!

I will remember you for one of my important dan beloved people that I ever have!

‘Modern Family’ Best TV Series

hi guys
see you again here!
how is everything going there?! yeah, good!

Now, I’m gonna tell you about the TV series that I watching lately,
“Modern Family”
I started to watch it because The 69th Annual Golden Globe Awards that was helding last week!
this TV series got the award of Best TV Series Musical/Comedy and I interest to watch it!

I’ve watched the first season and these are totally amazing show! entertaining, funny, and awesome!
I like it very much.

when you ask me, how many star will I give for this TV series? I’ll say I give 10 out 10 star!

it’s not just about the hilarious thing, but much more about education things. whether it in house, school, neighborhood, or even it’s in office.
it teachs us how to take care of your childreen, your wife/husband, your brother/sister, your life partner, even for everyone you ever met.

 

  A satirical look at three different families and the trials they face in each of their own uniquely comedic ways. (IMDb)

 

I really recommend you all to watch it!
you can download or just streaming it because you’ll get what the thing that impressed me much.
really, trust me!

Moneyball (2011)

Oakland A’s GM Billy Beane is handicapped with the lowest salary constraint in baseball. If he ever wants to win the World Series, Billy must find a competitive advantage. Billy is about to turn baseball on its ear when he uses statistical data to analyze and place value on the players he picks for the team

This movie is really great! I gave 9stars for it,
this isn’t just tell about sport, how to play baseball or how to be a great baseball player! isn’t just for that, it’s much more than that!
Sometimes, in life we think out of logic, and it is necessary at times, but something more real and there in front of the eyes is more important than all. We have friends, we have families, we have everyone who may tell us about these kind of things!

I love this movie, because Billy Beane (Brad Pitt)  such a guy who’s really like me! He couldn’t face anything that He’s not prepared to deal with anything that’s not his expectations. and it really is wrong. Pitt got this really good, awesome!

Eventhough Moneyball didn’t bring any trophy of the 69th Golden Globe Awards, but I really appreciate the hard work of this movie’s team. They did really worked hard and they won it for me 🙂

Lyrics of Love Song

if I say that I wrote this song for you, would you believe me?
it might not be as well-written and beautiful as other songs
I want you to know that you can’t write a love song if you’re not in love
but for you, I can write this song so easily
You might have heard hundreds or thousands of love songs
they might be meaningful, but their meanings are for anyone
if you listen to this song, that is written only for you
if you understand the meaning, our hearts will be together

There are so many truths in love
in the past, I spent a lot of time looking for the meaning of it
but I just knew that everytime you are near
I just knew that if life is a melody, you are the lyrics to make it meaningful
and make life a beautiful music
Let it be the song on the way along with only your and my voice
that will be together for so long
Just like a verse in a poem
as long as you love, you still have hope
Everytime I see your love shining in my heart, I can see my destiny ..

Even Animals Know How To Take Care Of Their Soulmates

I wacthed TV several days ago and found something that’s interesting me, it’s about Animal’s Sad Love Stories
When I compare it with the human did to their same species (a.k.a human), it’s too different to be such a kindness!
I tried to upload the video to this site but it’s failed! so I will upload it as link to my youtube,
hope you guys know and feel the same like what I feel about it!

how are you thinking after watching those video, guys?

C.N Blue – Love

Yeah~
C. N. to the Blue
To the sky high
Get ‘em high
Yes we ready to go

Coldly, tell me even more coldly
That you can leave me
Those words were a Mis Mis Oh Mistake
Everybody got it LA LA LA LA

Tik Tik Tok Tok Tears drop
Digi Digi Bob Bob to the Sound
Broken like the shattered pieces of glass
The two of us break it now

Did you say that our love was changed up by the heavens?
I can’t believe those words

Tell me Why why why I am only wanting you
No Bye bye bye Don’t ever say those sad words again
I can try try try If you will come back
You know I want get get get your love

Love Love Love Everybody
Clap Clap Clap I want you back to me
The times that I used to hold your hands in my dreams
I want to go back to those days

Love Love Love Everybody
Clap Clap Clap I want you back to me
If you will come back to me at least in my dreams
I would feel like I own the whole world

Oh Oh What I want
I wanna go back To those times we were together
Today as well, Miss Miss Missing you
Everybody got it LA LA LA LA

Tik Tik Tok Tok Raindrops fall
Digi Digi Bob Bob to the Sound
Because of the heart tearing pain
The two fof us Break it now
One day just for one day I want to love
I am desperate like this

Hold me cry cry cry Can’t you hear my voice?
Oh Hi Hi Hi Every day I am looking for you
Tell me lie lie lie That you will come back
You say I want get get get your love

Love Love Love Everybody
Clap Clap Clap I want you back to me
The times that I used to hold your hands in my dreams
I want to go back to those days

Love Love Love Everybody
Clap Clap Clap I want you back to me
If you will come back to me at least in my dreams
I would feel like I own the whole world

Yeah We make you higher I`m ready for this
CN BLUE microphone

Check one two

If feels like you will come to be if I call for you
I can’t believe this farewell

Tell me Why why why I am only wanting you
No Bye bye bye Don’t ever say those sad words again
I can try try try If you will come back
You know I want get get get your love

Hold me cry cry cry Can’t you hear my voice?
Even if I close my eyes or cover my ears
I see you can I could hear you
Tell me lie lie lie That you will come back
You say I want get get get your love

Love Love Love Everybody
Clap Clap Clap I want you back to me
The times that I used to hold your hands in my dreams
I want to go back to those days

Love Love Love Everybody
Clap Clap Clap I want you back to me
If you will be with me even for one second
I would feel like I own the whole world
Love Love Love

welcome back, Dedy

it’s a very long time I didn’t update my blog
anyone missed me here? of course not
hahahaha

so many thing that I’ve done until now
I was like an idiot man in this world
I couldn’t trust anyone else!
the time learned me alot about life in this su*k world
and the thing that I can say is I’m a man, not a little kid anymore